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LeVzi Advanced Member United Kingdom 944 posts Joined: Feb, 2019	Posted - 2019/11/25 : 09:52:49 quote: Originally posted by SparkzMusic: quote: Originally posted by LeVzi: quote: Originally posted by SparkzMusic: I don't have many memories about this HP2, I disliked a few people on that forum , like Hashlygreen and Douglas who were *****s, and you only used my old track for yours and that other guys amusment, what was his name ? Virtue, virtual ? Something like that. I have never said , ever, that I can do better than anyone in music production, simply because I class myself as an amateur and hobbyist, so for you to say I was going around telling people I could do better is laughable and a lie. HP was a good place, I learnt a fair bit there inbetween the ****, it's no secret im not a fan of UK Hardcore, always preferred earlier music, but I tried to get into it. And tried to make it, never really achieved much but it allowed me to find my true love which is terrorcore, and I had more success with. So hearing this regurged now, makes me laugh, because you are grasping at straws for reasons to be a pr!ck, and coming up short. You can keep calling me all the cu_nts going if it makes you feel better, really doesnt bother me, but don't lie about sh!t, to justify yourself nor keep telling us you drink more alcohol than water now cos its all you got left, cos you'll get no sympathy from me. Like I said in the the post, I can show you where there is help, it's up to you if you use it or not. Yeah I remember those people. Virtue but he had long left by then? It was more to do with trying to call the shots when you weren't even offering anything. The ?5 optional payment per submission was a great idea as people could have bagged a ?300 remix by a big name for ?5. You didn't like that idea and slated it massively. That was at the time with the Mark Breeze fiasco where I'd asked him how much it would cost to remix a track and he said some stupidly high amount. I posted what he said publicly and he went tits slagging me off on his own fan page. I'm not grasping at straws, I'm being honest. I don't care about your sympathy or anyone else's for that matter. If I wanted sympathy I'd still have my fanpage running and go off sobbing to them. I deleted it, just like I deleted my old SC account with over 1000 subs and Youtube channel which had around 5000. You appeared to want reasons for my behaviour, I've given them. In fact if you look at a post I did around 6 months ago, I was actually asking for a way to delete my HHC account to prevent incidents like this. I'd rather be shut off from society and just try and do what I can. Let's be honest here, If I'm at a point where I'd happily trash my place or delete all my production profiles I spent over 10 years building up, what would it matter to me if I was having a go at a few people on a forum? Very little really, although I've explained the facts behind it and for those it offends I am sorry. DJ Virtue, what an absolute bellend he is. I wouldn't piss on him either if he was on fire. No wonder you two were mates. Cut from the same cloth. Bottom line is neither of you would say any of the shit you do online out in the real world or you'd both get your heads caved in. So why do it ? Said it yourself, your anxiety gets the better of you. I'm not going to keep this going, I really dont give 2 shits what you think of me or my music. All I know is, you need to get yourself off here and get yourself sorted. And stop **ing drinking, it doesn't agree with you. Alert moderator
SparkzMusic Senior Member Zimbabwe 334 posts Joined: Apr, 2011	Posted - 2019/11/29 : 22:29:12 Ok, so let's clear a few things here. I just cant believe you are missing the massive point here. So, you dislike me because I posted up some of your work because you were slagging off the HP3 album (it was 3, not 2, thankfully when we did HP2 I don't recall you posting anything about it) because I was giving people an optional chance to win a bigname remix of their work. You were a huge reason why I myself dropped out of HP3 because of how snide and derogatory of HP3 you were, even though you had nothing to provide for the album yourself. Before I dropped out I worked hard to get a lot of people on board including Havok who did the teaser mix and Matt Envy and Frooty to do the main mix (They made an awesome intro which I have posted up since). The teaser mix was already out by Havok, but when pulling out of the album series, I also took Matt Envy and Frooty away from the series too before they did their mix. I think my actions with posting your work were entirely justifiable. You were trying to act like the series belonged to you, yet wouldn't provide a thing for it. That's all the full on past though and like I said, was a no hard feelings justifiable thing. Since then I've done so much for the scene and my love of it. I spent ages doing tutorials, then making tracks which I then had messages about signing them to labels but I refused and gave the tracks away for free instead. I would say I've been more than respectable, even though I haven't been too well over the years. Where when things were too tough, id just vanish silently with deleting my accounts. My anxiety has progressed over the years which is why I've become even more silent. That's just how it is. Struggling to even respond to people who have messaged me, nothing to do with booze. I drink because it's a blip in my life caused by a lack of NHS support. Simple as that and many can relate to what I'm saying. You could say it's comfort for underlying issues which the NHS just don't have the resources to support. Certainly I'm no alcoholic and I don't drink that frequently overall. In fact, can you believe I've been self medicating with alcohol for nigh on 7 or 8 years? No? Because I've just got on with it. In recent times, yes the self medicating has perhaps gone overboard, where I sit in silence for 2 weeks, crack open the drinks and have a lot to say. While you might think it's harsh, it's in terms of on a forum. It's not me judging anyone in real life or anything like that. It's what people have said on a forum which isn't the same as real life. This isn't about looks, real life personality or anything like that. It's not trolling, it's responding and saying things to words on a screen. I've gone overboard, I admit that. That is a mental health instigator which is often fuelled by booze, which is why I've repeatedly asked for my account to be deleted. Childish, silly, stupid, yes. It's the mental health that doesn't agree with me overall. Anyway, will leave it at that. Still my words stand with wanting the account deleted, I will log out and hope PW is forgotten from the saved PW thing. Alert moderator Edited by - SparkzMusic on 2019/11/29 22:31:55
silentinstinct Starting Member United States 11 posts Joined: Nov, 2019	Posted - 2019/11/30 : 02:17:58 y?all goin crazy in the hixxy thread Alert moderator
LeVzi Advanced Member United Kingdom 944 posts Joined: Feb, 2019	Posted - 2019/11/30 : 09:56:02 Sparkz, i'm really not gonna bother nit picking through all that ******, because it's all lies. I was long gone before HP3 even got going, NOTHING had been done in the project before I left, I didn't like the fact you wanted money for it all ,and I said it should have been a free project. That was all my issue was. But no, you didn't wanna let that lie, you posted the clip of my very early work to try to humiliate me, you and Virtue. Remember this Sparkz, I came to you in the early days for advice, I knew nothing about production then and wanted to learn from someone at the time who I thought was experienced. Little did I know, few years later, you'd dig up the same clip to try to embarass and humiliate me. Shows what kind of sad evil minded c_u_n_t you are. And you'd do that to anyone that didn't agree with you. I didn't agree with you about the HP3 project, I didn't act like it was my idea, nor did I do anything other than voice an opinion, but you weren't getting your spoilt way, so you did all that . So I left HP because tbh, it wasn't worth it. Which I regret now, as I lost a couple of mates I actually valued, Bassjunkie to name one, someone who have unlimited respect for , for this reason https://www.discogs.com/Alex-BassJunkie-LeVzi-Insidious/release/6225715 I didn't do a lot on that track, I guided him in certain ways and offered ideas and suggestions cos I was writing gabber before him, he more or less made the track but put my name on the release, he didn't need to do that, but he did, and that meant a lot. He is a talented producer and I wish Id kept in touch. Id have learnt a lot more from him tbh. But you went out of your way to attack me at every single instance you got. With your bumboy Virtue. But now, I see you still have the same childish , selfish attitude, if it doesn't go your way, through everything at it, posting that clip up, and blaming me for all your own doing. Sparkz, I don't give a , and I couldn't give a about your mental health at all, you don't give a ** about mine, never did back then even though it was common knowledge i've been ill with it since I was a kid. Thing is I don't blame it for my actions, i'm not a pussy like that. I take responsibility for all I do, and always will. That's why i'm not sat in some basement bedsit on my own now, drinking myself to death, wishing it was over, i'm living my life with my family , actually trying to find the good things around me to enjoy. Oh and I took my health more seriously and did something about it, which is why I spend 5 days a week in the gym working my arse off to stay physically and mentally fit. And it works. Don't see me crying about lack of support. So Sparkz, go open another cheap bottle of white lighting, come back on here n try to slate me again, I really ain't interested , this will be the last thing I say on it. But at least the record is set straight, with the truth, not your alcohol fuelled version. But on a personal note, I even though I think you are a complete c_u_n_t, and i'd like to knock you sparkz out, I don't wish bad mental health on anyone, so I hope you eventually find your support you want, and find some peace in your life. Oh, and Sparkz, if you wanna keep this going, PM me with it, save the rest of the board from having to read this sh1t day after day, cos I doubt anyone cares. Alert moderator Edited by - LeVzi on 2019/11/30 09:58:50
LeVzi Advanced Member United Kingdom 944 posts Joined: Feb, 2019	Posted - 2019/11/30 : 09:59:33 quote: Originally posted by silentinstinct: y?all goin crazy in the hixxy thread As soon as you mention Hixxy, it's like putting diesel in a petrol engine, gonna crap out at some point. Alert moderator
htid_4_life Senior Member United Kingdom 309 posts Joined: Jun, 2016	Posted - 2019/12/02 : 23:30:20 and erm, back to that point, so he isn't realising the new remix any time soon? Alert moderator
silentinstinct Starting Member United States 11 posts Joined: Nov, 2019	Posted - 2019/12/03 : 00:52:24 lmao i wouldn't hold ur breath :( Alert moderator
Sulphurik Advanced Member United Kingdom 985 posts Joined: Jan, 2009	Posted - 2019/12/03 : 20:23:50 Yeah about Hixxy, have always been quite a big fan of his productions from the early days, 1995/1996 and on the Bonkers albums and first 4 or 5 Clubland Xtreme Hardcore albums. The last track can think of I liked from Hixxy is Sora Blue. Always liked his Raverbaby style from Bonkers 8 to about Bonkers 16. One of my favourites styles from him was the trancey/ Raverbaby sound around Bonkers 12 including tracks like Yum Yi Tantric and Tru love obsession. Disappointing releasing his back catalogue never materialised although there were about 20 HTID digital releases in 2011/2012 but previous songs should have been made available. But nowadays recent productions seem to be Gareth Emery remixes... * on related note has noticed Anti-social My Way (Re-Con remix) which had missed. Sounds a decent but old remix now. Still prefer Hixxy's My Way Bonkers 8 remix. Alert moderator Edited by - Sulphurik on 2019/12/03 20:24:23
SparkzMusic Senior Member Zimbabwe 334 posts Joined: Apr, 2011	Posted - 2019/12/11 : 20:25:50 LeVzi. It doesn't bother me about taking it private. I think it's quite the amusing thread where I'm happy to be open, yet this is the best we've heard of you here. I've admitting my overboard of self medicating of which I've knocked that on the head. A man of your standing suggesting I'd been drinking white lightning must know a thing or 2 about it (I've never touched the stuff, I have been self medicating, not cheap bingeing). The Virtue assumption is balls anyway. Never once did I go "out of" my "way to attack" you "at every single instance you got". Why would I? Why would I have shared the Breeze extortionate quote if I was attacking you at every chance I got. I'd have been having dogs at you instead, and you don't make it very difficult son. It wasn't my spoilt way with HP3, I came on board and we smashed it with HP2. With that being said, I guess as my last say on things, an old track I made back when I started producing and was learning the ropes could be put on the same album as the LeVzi's classics. Blast that in your "basement bedsit" with the "good things around". It's missing that classic vocal intro though "deee jayyy l..." nope, not going to repeat it. Alert moderator
LeVzi Advanced Member United Kingdom 944 posts Joined: Feb, 2019	Posted - 2019/12/14 : 08:42:12 quote: Originally posted by SparkzMusic: LeVzi. It doesn't bother me about taking it private. I think it's quite the amusing thread where I'm happy to be open, yet this is the best we've heard of you here. I've admitting my overboard of self medicating of which I've knocked that on the head. A man of your standing suggesting I'd been drinking white lightning must know a thing or 2 about it (I've never touched the stuff, I have been self medicating, not cheap bingeing). The Virtue assumption is balls anyway. Never once did I go "out of" my "way to attack" you "at every single instance you got". Why would I? Why would I have shared the Breeze extortionate quote if I was attacking you at every chance I got. I'd have been having dogs at you instead, and you don't make it very difficult son. It wasn't my spoilt way with HP3, I came on board and we smashed it with HP2. With that being said, I guess as my last say on things, an old track I made back when I started producing and was learning the ropes could be put on the same album as the LeVzi's classics. Blast that in your "basement bedsit" with the "good things around". It's missing that classic vocal intro though "deee jayyy l..." nope, not going to repeat it. Been drinking again have you son ? Got your balls back after a few cans of cheap cider. Now you can wake up and go cry about it and whinge and blame it on your mental health. lol pathetic. Alert moderator