Posted - 2019/09/28 : 02:14:21
No updates. I don?t know when I will be able to work on it again. It will take about 3 months to see if new medication will work. They don?t have any probability figures because I?m the first with my conditions to try this. To add to that until the medication starts working I will feel worse then ever. Was hoping today would go better and I would get my energy and strength back. I have tried working on things over the past few weeks but always suffered for it the days after.
Posted - 2019/10/06 : 12:04:41
It?s been such a hard week I got pneumonia on Monday. It?s been a very difficult fight so far. Wasn?t expecting to get through it. I?m fighting it breathing has become easier. Headache and eye pain are still there but painkillers are reducing them. I want to post another sad song but can?t think of any also don?t think I should as I am beating something that could of killed me so I should be happy. I?m hoping next year can be better than this year. I got so much I want to do. I joined here because I wanted to share my mixes, tracks & YouTube videos. Not because I wanted to complain all day. I?m tired of complaining. (Not saying I?ll never complain ever again or anything like that) but I want to be happier. I have so many ideas for tracks and mixes I want to do. I?m going to recover then I?m going to get back to doing what I love. I want to help Hardcore become healthy again instead of just sitting here talking about how bad everything is. So first job Is to finish the Don?t Go remix. Also I need to think of an artist name. MusicILove was a name I came up with for my YouTube mixes because I only want to play the stuff I want to. I would never take requests or play music from the latest album unless I like it. Obviously inspired by the song as well. But it doesn?t work as an artist name. I shall start a thread asking for help on that one.
Hoping this made sense. My CD just finished need to change it.